Atms...im feeling...sorta lost atm.....not sure where my tru feelings or tru self is atm. For some its easier, but for someone else it mite be more harder than they thought.
Me being a Gemini..as my star sign, ppl believe that u hav "split personalities", maybe even more than one. Rite at this moment, i reckon i hav a number of personalities, and the worse feeling for me is that the personality that i want to express, is hard to express, cause like my other personalities try to hide it away....thus leading to feeling down about...feels like i CANT HELP it.
Also ppl that i talk r really decieivin atms, dont even noe who to trust out there. Some days u think a person is like 'just great' for a moment, and all of sudden, they dont wanna noe u. Yes i noe that ppl r buzi wit dere lives..but cmon.!!!
Gahh....swear, is my brother rite in sayin that im turnin emo, is my cousin so right in saying that
"u can neva trust friends...u'll get backstabbed, even
theclosest ones, even when they dont mean it"
Right now jus feeling, sorta alone..but at the same time i wanna talk to anyone..but to afraid to ask...
"Tryin to look for a true friend but to afraid to
ask..."-Tupac Shakur
Well all im sayin is this....ive been through alot...wish someone
out there was there for me...like be a friend without being asked to...which
forme i find it hard not only to search but also to allow myself to
accept...
I guess unlockin the person that is me....is not and easy trip..i
guess it neva is...
So many things in life i want..i dunno ill just leave it up to him (U know who..) to decide my fate...i just wished ppl looked for me rather me having to do it....
Wells that all i got on my mind tonites well ttyl tc gb
Peace
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