Comings and Goings

Hey all this is gonna be my entry to begin…the new look blog so hopefully anyone out there who read its in the World Wide Web hopefully likes this.

I think now I'm definitely going to blog more often for all YOU ppl out there!! Can have a taste of life in my mind... well today's entry, "Comings and Goings"

Yeah sorta fits the mood im in at the moment so yeah...been thinking a lot lately or someone I know very bluntly saying I'm still exploring. Did you know? That in between the ages of 18-25 for guys, is the time where they discover, explore new ideas more so in this time, than any other time of their lives...Too much to take in? Don't Worry... It ain't so bad sometimes.


You know have you ever heard this quote before...

'Even Your closest friends will leave you behind...not matter what!! To someone else more important who needs the help...whether it is meant or not intentional...'

Well yeah I may have tweaked it around to put my twist on it...but yeah you get the jist of it. As you can see being single can be fun…but in the back of your mind there's this little feeling that you want someone to share your life with, scientific terms…it means finding you're mating partner.

Right now, as I'm writing this entry, the feeling finding, "The One"...is gathering momentum so quickly. But I know in reality I can't cause there's, so much things in my life that are gonna hold me back. Not things that I can't get away from...it's the things like you have to do or else no one will...and it will effect you.

Write now I feel I have to make a choice of choosing the 'lesser evil' of a choice...my life, or my world.

Looking back on my life... I really do think I'm so unique, from everyone else…so far off everyone else...that the unique I offer people, just seems to "out there"...What I mean by that is, a person like me shouldn't be like who I am right now…more so like 'everyone else'

I guess a lyric from Evermore's song, 'Light Surrounding You'

"Don't be afraid of what your turning into too..."

But who is afraid of who their turning to, everyone has there fears and doubts and it's the thing that are keeping us from our dreams and aspirations.

For the most part of my life I hide from the world...to not only protect myself but others meaning my family...and since I don't have anything to hide from anymore...it feels like my life makes no more sense anymore... I was so busy taking life seriously and I think I'm still doing to this day...separates me from everyone else.

But why should change? Stereotypes keep popping up in front of me…my knowledge of things is so unparallel its... hard to share it basically.

But as you read this, I rant on and on and on and on...

Really how can you stop a mind like myself. I guess you want a prefect image of who I am...I'm like a superhero in a mask.

Yes, I'm that person who saves lives rather than his own, takes burdens of others so he doesn't want to see sadness, but yet his own life means nothing as such. Since I'm a Gemini...that means I have split personalities...the one that stands out is that 'nice guy' act...oh trust me it ain't no act...its just something people will get sick of when they don't need it.

So yea I guess that enough of my ranting on for now, to finish I end with this:

Friends come and go...people come and go…in the rush of the world. But a true friend, becomes more than that, that person will become apart of your life. That person will not ask to be your friend. That will be your friend...NO QUESTIONS ASKED!!

As for me I found very few of them in my life... if really told you all my life story..you'd probably start crying or be shocked at how I've survived...That's me being undoubtedly honest... And I hope there will people who wont ask...wont mind...wont care...and just be your friend.

And that's that.


Peace Out

Ttyl next week.

Song of the Week -'Opportunity'- Pete Murray