Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Love Hurts

Love F***in hurts doesn't it, from Love life, to finding the love of a family, a friend...or the whole to show a little love.

Funny isn't it... for some it will take years till they find love from anyone. You reckon the bum on the street on in the park, still has love in him?? Do you still have love in yourself?

Lolz..lmao.. what am I going on about eh. Love is sweet and beautiful as seems, love seems so easy when someone else tells you what to do?

When really theirs no easy fix, no steps you can take, from all the educated minds, love is natural, its just can't be taught to anyone. Yes, we can see love, and think to ourselves... I'm going to find my Prince Charming, or my Damsel in distress. If you think about it don't you wish you still had your childish innocence when you were a baby or that toddler...or that kid that every one in the family says "Awww...that kid is so cute"

When we were young we were free, when our minds had more questions than answers, when everything was all a new, when you acted rather than thought.

Right now for me, I heard from someone that between the ages of 18-25 for males and maybe females...most people want to discover the world…whether that be through travelling, career paths, or in other case...the partying scene...hoping to..."You Know What!"

It real weird what love can do to people, make people think of something more than their really is, or doing things you never thought possible, or make people think the world is crashing around you, or do things that you may regret in the future all in all, love will make us do crazy things some when you will look back and laugh and at others make you guilty for the rest of your life.

My only advice for people with love life, even though I have no experience whatsoever, but who's to say a person like me…lets say I've got something special...but yea back to what I was saying...just let it happen...let it take you...but always keep your eyes open...you know what I mean.

As for my love life, I've put it on hold at the moment...because my love is needed elsewhere, but yeah I always keep my eyes open if that certain person does come through my door...Right now I can imagine myself with the girl of my dreams...saying to her how I love her so deeply...cause probably will love that person whoever it may be...for all eternity...and if u girls out there...think that all us guys don't have a clue...trust me your mistaken badly.

Sometimes I really don't get women, for one instance there all happy and glad to keep them company then all of a sudden...they get PMS or some other procrastinating notion. I know it's a part of them and they can’t help...but sometimes when enough is enough...its enough!!

The song of the week is by one of America's Newest Alternative Rock bands to come out. As for me why I chose this song is that, every time I listen to the song and its lyrics, I feel like at the moment I'm still shackled and waiting to be set free...and revealing myself to the world which right now isn't so easy to do. So I hope you know where I'm coming from.

Song of the Week: The All American Rejects-"It Ends Tonight"


Ttyl Next Week

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Comings and Goings

Hey all this is gonna be my entry to begin…the new look blog so hopefully anyone out there who read its in the World Wide Web hopefully likes this.

I think now I'm definitely going to blog more often for all YOU ppl out there!! Can have a taste of life in my mind... well today's entry, "Comings and Goings"

Yeah sorta fits the mood im in at the moment so yeah...been thinking a lot lately or someone I know very bluntly saying I'm still exploring. Did you know? That in between the ages of 18-25 for guys, is the time where they discover, explore new ideas more so in this time, than any other time of their lives...Too much to take in? Don't Worry... It ain't so bad sometimes.


You know have you ever heard this quote before...

'Even Your closest friends will leave you behind...not matter what!! To someone else more important who needs the help...whether it is meant or not intentional...'


Well yeah I may have tweaked it around to put my twist on it...but yeah you get the jist of it. As you can see being single can be fun…but in the back of your mind there's this little feeling that you want someone to share your life with, scientific terms…it means finding you're mating partner.

Right now, as I'm writing this entry, the feeling finding, "The One"...is gathering momentum so quickly. But I know in reality I can't cause there's, so much things in my life that are gonna hold me back. Not things that I can't get away from...it's the things like you have to do or else no one will...and it will effect you.

Write now I feel I have to make a choice of choosing the 'lesser evil' of a choice...my life, or my world.

Looking back on my life... I really do think I'm so unique, from everyone else…so far off everyone else...that the unique I offer people, just seems to "out there"...What I mean by that is, a person like me shouldn't be like who I am right now…more so like 'everyone else'

I guess a lyric from Evermore's song, 'Light Surrounding You'

"Don't be afraid of what your turning into too..."



But who is afraid of who their turning to, everyone has there fears and doubts and it's the thing that are keeping us from our dreams and aspirations.

For the most part of my life I hide from the world...to not only protect myself but others meaning my family...and since I don't have anything to hide from anymore...it feels like my life makes no more sense anymore... I was so busy taking life seriously and I think I'm still doing to this day...separates me from everyone else.

But why should change? Stereotypes keep popping up in front of me…my knowledge of things is so unparallel its... hard to share it basically.

But as you read this, I rant on and on and on and on...

Really how can you stop a mind like myself. I guess you want a prefect image of who I am...I'm like a superhero in a mask.

Yes, I'm that person who saves lives rather than his own, takes burdens of others so he doesn't want to see sadness, but yet his own life means nothing as such. Since I'm a Gemini...that means I have split personalities...the one that stands out is that 'nice guy' act...oh trust me it ain't no act...its just something people will get sick of when they don't need it.

So yea I guess that enough of my ranting on for now, to finish I end with this:

Friends come and go...people come and go…in the rush of the world. But a true friend, becomes more than that, that person will become apart of your life. That person will not ask to be your friend. That will be your friend...NO QUESTIONS ASKED!!

As for me I found very few of them in my life... if really told you all my life story..you'd probably start crying or be shocked at how I've survived...That's me being undoubtedly honest... And I hope there will people who wont ask...wont mind...wont care...and just be your friend.

And that's that.


Peace Out

Ttyl next week.

Song of the Week -'Opportunity'- Pete Murray