Friday, October 06, 2006

B-aware

In todays world....

Funni those words comin out....how can u trust a world that has become bitter...and cold...bloodshed on pplz shoulders..

Ur all probably thinkin..."this another one of his stupid relelentless...ramblings which no one notices" yea i aint dumb when ppl r fake around me...dont blame to be honest..

As u can c ive had a bad month or so...rite now my world feels more smaller and weak..the dreams i once had..feels as if they are fading...and the only way ill get out of it is through myself...

I noe deep down my problems cant compare to others out there in the world...havin to realli survive...but can u think for one second...its seems both the world that is the western world...and the third world...all hav one thing in common..

"each world wished they had some part of each others worlds"


Rite now..i aint realli sure how im gonna deal with my problems..i guess takin things one problem at a time.

In this world were we are more inclined to be self-aware to make ourselves betta....we all want to be happi...we all want to achieve...but it may sumtimes neva happen and u gotta deal with it as best u can...

Reality is such a cruel part of life...that it cant be ignored...sadly...but i always keep in the back of my mind..there is still hope...there is still light..and that wat keeps us going, thats the only thing that keeps us from letting the world that is NOW...from destroyin oursleves....

Finding support is hard to come by since now the ppl have become self-aware...and ppl tellin u that...u hav to do things on ur own..so that u can be the best u can be...

But the feeling u get when u truly help someone...when u realli make a difference in someones life...it means alot to someone...i for one get the greatest pleasure of helpin ppl when i can...and i guess that is where my downfall is..this side of me that allows others rather than myself in an age...where jus bein there can be so hard to do...

In the end...we all have to wait....wait for our world to change one day...


I end with the lyrics to the song 'waiting on the world to change' by John Mayer

me and all my friends
we're all misunderstood
they say we stand for nothing and
there's no way we ever could
now we see everything that's going wrong
with the world and those who lead it
we just feel like we don't have the means
to rise above and beat it

so we keep waiting
waiting on the world to change
we keep on waiting
waiting on the world to change

it's hard to be assistance
when we're standing at a distance
so we keep waiting
waiting on the world to change
now if we had the power
to bring our neighbors home from war
they would have never missed a Christmas
no more ribbons on their door
and when you trust your television
what you get is what you got
cause when they own the information, oh
they can bend it all they want

that's why we're waiting
waiting on the world to change
we keep on waiting
waiting on the world to change

it's not that we don't care,
we just know that the fight ain't fair
so we keep on waiting
waiting on the world to change

and we're still waiting
waiting on the world to change
we keep on waiting waiting on the world to change
one day our generation
is gonna rule the population
so we keep on waiting
waiting on the world to change

we keep on waiting
waiting on the world to change